Yes, Orion has his own eyes and they're really small, it's called microphthalmia. I tell kids they're the size of peanut M&Ms. Just like peanut M&Ms are different sizes and shapes, so are Orion's eyes because they're not identical sizes either. Ironically his smaller right eye has some light perception while his bigger left eye is totally blind.
Normal eyes still grow a little after birth but I am not sure about those who have microphthalmia. According to a
the American Academy of Ophthalmology website: "The eyes undergo considerable growth especially during the first two years of life, with a second growth spurt occurring around puberty. The length of the eye of a newborn is about 16.5 mm, while that of a full grown adult is about 24 mm."
I remember learning that the front of our eyes are already developed when we were born, but it's the back part of the eye that is still growing. (I'll look for the source of that information and post it here.)
The Scleral Shells
The "eyes" that go on top of his micro eyes are really called scleral shells or conformers. The clear ones look like contact lenses on steroids and aren't really clear anyway. I can confirm that because took a peek through them myself.
These conformers do not improve vision even though they look so realistic. Their purpose is for supporting his eyelids, to allow them to blink, to stimulate the bone in the eye socket and sinus region to continue to develop normally, and last but not the least, it improves human connection, too, when they are painted to look realistic. Randy explained that one of his clients noticed that more people talked with her when she had the realistic eyes than when she didn't have them in.
It is my understanding, as I've only 5 Orion years of experience on this topic, that you increase the size of the shells during the early childhood years and when your growth slows down, so does the need of changing the size of the shells.
Blue, it is!
It's a no-brainer that Orion's painted eyes would have blue irises. The rest of the family all have blue eyes, too. Orion's real eyes are blue, too. The pupil of Orion's shells will be clear just like our own pupils are clear. It just looks black because it is dark inside our eyeballs.
Back to the topic of blinking- if you look at your eyes using a mirror and you blink. Do you notice only the upper lid actually does all the blinking work while the lower lid lounges around? Maybe it's just me but go ahead and try that yourself and see what you find. In Orion's case, when he does not have conformers in, his upper lid is unable to blink. It just hangs there and often it gets behind the lower lid. That often caused him irritation. Leaving in the conformers 24/7 is recommended.
I bet you would throw off people who aren't lifting their own weight when you say, "Don't be such a lower eyelid!"
I just used that line on Thomas and successfully confused him! (To his credit, it was a test and not an actual nagging moment.)
It's Never Too Early
Orion wore his first scleral shell at 5 months old (December 2010). He cried for a while when it was first put in but then that was it. No more crying. You can read more about the path that led us to this moment in The Second Opinion: The Ocularist
. If his shell fits snugly, he leaves them alone and seems to prefer they stay in because when they're taken out, he rubs his eyes a lot. If they're too small, Orion will pop them out and immediately loses them somewhere or plays with it in his mouth.
"I'm Looking For My Son's Eye"
I know many people can relate to this line whether it's their child's, friend's or their own eye! It's funnier later rather than in the moment.
I recall looking at Orion and suddenly realizing a shell was missing and after looking around in his crib I'd find it in his happy mouth. So as of this recent Monday, there's an eye looking up from the ground somewhere in Dallas, Texas and a clear "eye" was lost on the world's "busiest" carpet in the world in a bowling alley/roller rink establishment in Lynnwood, Washington. And yeah, I've actually had to answer when asked what I was looking for, "I'm looking for my son's eye."
Much to my delight, they helped us look for it. So practical and straight-foward. No-fuss good samaritans.
The Shells Don't Hurt/We Fear What We Don't Understand
The shells do not hurt Orion. The most fuss he would make is if we don't get them cleaned when they should be cleaned (when he has a cold and gunk builds up on it) or if 6 months has passed since his last polishing. The other times his other 6 tentacles would come out is when we need to take out or put in his scleral shells. Orion is understandably defensive of his face, over his eyes, ears, mouth and nose. It gets better when he understands what is going on and because of this he doesn't go Kraken on the medical professionals.
What we do is tap on or near where the doctor will look or do something on. We would offer him the stethoscope, otoscope, tongue depressor, toothbrush or any tool that is to be used. Real things, experiences and routines teach Orion concepts quicker than anything else.
The cost of the scleral shells all depends on your health insurance. Our policy with our previous insurer, Kaiser Permanente, had 100% DME coverage. DME means durable medical equipment and that includes wheelchairs, walkers, diapers, and yeah, prostheses! Unfortunately some insurance companies have lower coverage percentages like our current private insurance covers only 75% of the cost of DMEs. If a special needs stroller costs $2,000, we'd have to pay the other 25% which would be $500. Any help we could get was much appreciated, it's just a bummer to step down to that from 100% coverage from when we lived in Maryland.
However, in October 2015, Orion was finally approved after 10 months (the epic struggle is another story to be shared) for Medicaid in Texas through the DeafBlind with Multiple Disabilities (DBMD) Waiver. To be eligible you have to be legally deafblind and have at least one additional disability.
There is no age minimum to apply! (Many thanks to the parents of deafblind Texans before us who fought for this.) So, yes, Medicaid covered the cost of these scleral shells.
So that's how the eyes roll. ;)